Ok I knew Kate would offend someone by posting about that. I honestly told her not to and we would definitely discuss it when I got in the house. But she is strong willed and more of a damn the torpedos full speed ahead kind than me.
I have had 30 give or take legal permits in my hands over the years and for one reason or another I just never could look down the barrel of my Saddle Gun and pull the trigger. Not that we haven't had BIG CATS above our hounds that I could have easily harvested.....it just didn't seem like the Right Cat or Right Time....I always figured to my self that once you drop the hammer on the firing pin.....you can't reach out, grab the bullet and say.....nah I changed my mind.
We treed a Livestock killer (Horses, Mules, numerous goats and sheep not to mention spring calves) that was so fat he had trouble climbing trees.....and even had killed several hounds over his years but still I couldn't shoot him.....don't ask why I can't describe the feeling.
Maybe it's fear.....I've been honestly afraid of Mt. Lions since a young kid. It's a long story but the short story is while hunting with my Dad and Grandfather a lion my Grandfather & Dad's dogs treed in Southern Colorado came out of the tree un-expextedly and landed about a foot from me and had it not been for my Dad's dog "Sissy" ( she was my pal growing up ) who landed right in the middle of that Tom who had drawn a bead on me being the least threatening of the 3 of us I would have at the very least been hurt really badly or killed. As it was the wounds Sissy got protecting me cost her the ultimate sacrifice....she died at the Vets office 2 days later.
This is the main reason I have never in all these years harvested one till now.
You have to understand that Hunting and Fishing and Guiding others to their dreams is why I do this. I have had numerous Big Toms from Here and in Nebraska even...to Utah, Wyoming, Montana, Idaho, Colorado, and in British Columbia Where I could have filled my tag....but I wanted it to be just the perfect storm if you will, First I wanted it to be with Hounds that were mine from the time they were conceived till the time they were under the canopy of the tree. Second this was a life long quest for me that only hunters can appreciate....I was not going to settle for anything less than the picture I had in my mind.
And last I wanted it to be a real challenge of Witt's....me and my hounds noses against the True Lord of the realm. This Cat is actually past his prime....his teeth were starting to round off a bit and to get to that age in the wild.....you ain't no dummy.
He is covered in scars from fights with God knows what...even had bite marks on his shoulder and neck that are long since healed that have a jaw spread of what could only be a Grizzly Bear....man I would have loved to have known what that fight was over !.... Others have tried for well over 4 years to catch this Tom and I wanted to share it with the true love of my life....Kate.
I'm not getting any younger and my days doing this type of physically demanding hunting are coming fast and this was just the ABSOLUTE RIGHT TOM at the ABSOLUTE RIGHT TIME.
It's as simple but complicated as that if you understand....A Tom like this old monarch is going to find females to breed next to impossible with the abundance of Toms in this same area that are in their prime of life, twice as strong, twice as fast, his time has come and gone. What better way to go out than fighting like a Lion.....than crawling, limp, broken and defeated to be food for scavenger's......
This is my reasons like them or me or not.....but know this, this has been a life long quest for that perfect storm with a very special individual....my quest has now ended....only in a life saving emergency will I ever draw down on another....
I hope this helps you understand....you don't have to like it or me for doing it but I have never even broken a size limit on a fish let alone do anything imoral or illegal in the pursuit of any fish, fowl or animal in my entire life.
So ends my quest....not with a bang or a whimper.....but exactly the way I believe it was always intended to.
DOC & Kate